Halloween'09!

So, halloween this year was awesome. Went mustafa with lynn the day before for costume shopping but i didnt use what i bought in the end. hahah. retarded much but well spent night w my ex-kepala!

Shall let the pics do the talking! (:

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okay, off to watch gg. hehehe. enjoy th pics!

xoxo.

Xiao Xin Xin's 21ST!

HAPPY 21st XIAO XIN XIN AKA MY AWESOME SISTER! XOXOXO!

(ps. a super belated pics post. hehehehe.)

Life is your creation.

Finally kop-ed the pics from denyse fb cause she finally uploaded them haha. So, a few days after attachment starts, we went top 1 to sing k, more like playing time for me. haha. very very impromptu decision. stayed there for like 7 hours? madness to the max right? haha. barbie girl is officially our favourite K song! hahah okay maybe for nisha & i only. we are the partners in bimbos moments! -hi five smack!

Ever since attachment started for me, my life revovles around work and rest only. At times, i get to meet up with J with a quick simple dinner. Need to meet up and play soon! All the madness and laughters....

Anyway lately, i am dwelling on an issue and finally, i have decided to just let it be. but nobody can change the fact that i dont like (at the least, not hate) the people because they dont deserve me to like them from the words they say, i know very clearly what type of people they are. I used to think that 'oh probably i might grow to like yall someday' but right now, i doubt so. If they ever appear right in front of me, i wont even give a smile to them (and even if i do, it is not because of them but because of *). i would rather throw a smile at some strangers then at you people cause it is a waste of my muscle. 'nuff said. probably i might be exaggerating a little but you get my drift ya?

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You paint my world with colours

Hearts candle from J. It smells damn good and i can smell it from quite a distance. Royce Chocolate from J too and before i knew it, my mum & sis & bro ate up half of them already -.-

Time passes so quickly. Goodbye to October soon and then it will be November then December then a whole new year again. This year has been rather bad for me and i am excited for 2010 as i wish it would be a better year. However, i am afraid. As the time passes, and as we grow older, things began to change. I am not a fan of changes but i know that everyone has got to live out to of the past.

Sometimes I still dwell on my past, those memories still pretty much lingers in my mind especially those happy ones (from sec sch to being w J to getting into poly etc.).

Oh, how i miss them. Parts and parcels of life, i would say but if i could, i wish that right now, it will not be too late to create more memories outta those existing ones. ( :

EVERY SINGLE ONE AROUND ME IS!

many xoxo!

I belong to me

-sigh so many things happen lately. sucks to just think of it.

i dont think i need any reasons for disliking people because that is my personal opinion. i dont give a shit even if you dont like me for no particular reason, the most i would do is to call you crazy and if you wanna call me that, i dont care. why bother making myself feel uncomfortable by trying to like someone which i dont, right?! i dont care how nice or innocent you fucking are because I SIMPLY DONT CARE, WHEN I DONT LIKE YOU MEANS I DONT LIKE YOU! maybe in times i will grow to like you after knowing you or something? but RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW, I DONT!

TSKTSK. 'nuff said. anyway, last sunday, dad impromptu-ly bring us to long beach @ kallang for dinner! yay to chilli crab & man tou!

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J is back! (: today we went for dinner @ sushi tei, such little time spent but yet so awesome. & we had astons the other day. once again, diet plan failed. getting so sick and tired of failing my diet plan. NEED.TO.DO.SOMETHING.FOR.REAL!!!!

Hi, sorry, wanted to blog today but i am seriously not in the mood right now.

Feeling so f-up. -sigh to the max!

Will be back tomorrow, hopefully. ):

We are only humans

Finally it is sat again which means that i am able to wake up only when the sun shines on my butt. hahaha. Woke up @ 12 noon today, 12 hours of sleep. Feels so awesome as i have been getting only 5 - 6 hours of sleep daily. Thanks to fun and nice people that prevent my eyelids from closing during work!

Oh btw, i finally bank in my intern allowance have been procrastinating on that ):<

Anyway, last sat was my sis's 21st party will blog about it when i got the pictures! & also, still waiting for top1 pics from denyseleong!

having been going to work fringe-less lately. one more thing to my to-do list

So, my to-do list for next week:

- come up with new designs because the edited version might still not be do-able ): <-- DONE!

- cut my hair!

- meet up w hf (shld we go for ladies night? but 6am the next day!!!! *gasp)

- continue fruits diet for the week

- hopefully, meet up with nisha & dee if time allows.

- shopping

- 'polish' my brows again (LOL) <-- DONE!

- mani (hopefully!)

okay, gtg. xoxo!

addiction for songs which have lyrics that i feel depict part of how i feel. feeling like shit now and i hate it to the max. i hate myself for having become such a weakling. -sigh.